I seem to have lots of friends going on the 'lighter life' diet. £40+ a week for meal replacements and lose up to 7 stone in 4 months. I am suddenly filled with doubt that I can lose this weight through the gym and eating well way.... with the media and british society fully accepting sugery, chemicals and crazy dieting as the answer to obesity. Where does that leave me?
To add to my down day, someone at work was telling everyone about a man at the hospital who collapsed and was the same weight as me (she doesnt know how much I weigh) and the fire brigade had to be called to winch him on to a bed. Everyone laughed, I was so mortified, didnt say anything but went home and cried.
I know I'm pre-menstrual but do you ever just feel like the world is conspiring against you. I live on my own and I really wish i had someone around to hug.
Sorry I'm a bit ranty this evening
Much love Cat x