I am Ann and I am a chocoholic. When I say that I don't say that in a very "ha ha wink wink way'... no, I use chocolate like a alcoholic would use alcohol. I must have it daily or I feel annoyed. When I do have it it makes me feel better and the worst part.. I can't really stop.
One of the worst things is that it is too easy to buy a pack of chocolate that can be small but still be 500 calories. It is just that it is so perfect for my life. I don't have to cook it.. I can grab it easy as a snack and it is easy to eat when I am working or something by putting it in my mouth and just sucking on it.
I realize now this has been a problem for me since I was younger. In fact it could be the reason I am over weight. I consume 200+ calories I don't need every day just due to this addiction. When I was younger I would literally make my mom pick me up a package every time she went out. When I would get a chance to buy candy on my own I would and eat the whole thing with abandon.
I don't think this is an emotional thing. I do feel it is physical. No matter what is happening daily I am broken out of my reverie by this need at some point in the day.
A few years ago I ate a only prepackage food diet. Though some were chocolate flavored I realized that real chocolate has such a super sugar / reaction in me that everything else feels bland. That diet felt bland and once I took real chocolate again it took very little time for me to be back on the daily grind. It is like chocolate is a super sugar that adjusts my tastebuds to need the super sugar.
I have decided to give it up cold turkey. Not sure if this will work, I doubt it will, but has anyone had any experience with it? It just seems so hard to avoid. You go into the store and the first thing you see is an Easter display. And you want it. At one point I thought, well I can keep this in the house, but no no I can't. I put it in a locked container in the basement -- which I hate to go down to. I never visited the basement so much in my life and got what I wanted.

