I did a search like that, and so many articles talked about, how permanent weightloss isnt possible.
I am 32 years old, 5'5" 240 lbs, and have been overweight since i was a teen. As a teen i reached 300. I have tried so many diets, and have tried making healthy changes. I tried intuitive eating. I have gained and lost weight so many times, and every time i do, my health gets worse and worse.
After my last 100 lb weight loss, i regained the weight, and ended up with an infected gallbladder and pancreatitis.
im starting to have pre hypertension and pre-diabetic.
I promised my mother that i would finally get myself healthy, but dont even know where to start.
my mother passed away of pancreatic cancer, but she died from a heart attack caused by the cancer.
im 32 years old, and feel so old and tired. Especially since my mother passed away, i just feel so old and tired.
im sorry if im offending anyone my age, i know i am not actually old, it is how i am feeling physically.


