I"m at wits end.
My story.... I'm 5'3" and pushing 300 lbs.
I wasn't a fat kid. I plaid soccer and softball till college.
I was hit by a car while in college and that ended any sports.
I've never been pain free. I've tolerated it for so long.
Knees are now shot. Now I have achillis tendonosis.
I have no excuse for being fat. I allowed this to happen.
I just don't know how to dig myself out of this hole.
Don't get me wrong, I excersise 3 times a week going to swim classes at the YMCA and I have totally cut down my intake of food.
But I like to party etc on the weekends.
I'm 43 years old...and I can't stand to look in the mirror any more.
I just want to throw up every time I see a picture of me.
It's always in the back of my mind.
I'm going to the MD today to see what options I have to help me with the pain....because I know I will work out more if that's reduced.
I have a feeling I'll be told Ice packs and Ibephrophen will be my only options. I'm ok with that.
SO here starts my journey. I want to lose 100 lbs.
I don't have much of a support system....because everyone walks so much faster than I and my gf is fluffy and won't change her ways much.
I will do it. I will do it. I will do it.


