

I always worry about the minor weight fluctuations. I am terrified that the # on the scale will not budge to the left and that # will become my next public enemy #1 until it finally decreases to a less threatening
# on my scale. If it stays there for me to look at for more than 2 days in a row I panik and get all depressed and counter productive and even sometimes binge as a result of having to see that number on the scale for far 2 many days in a row. I exercise, usually eat veggies and hi fiber, drink tons of water, and lean dinners. I drink protein shakes at lunch w/ 1 egg daily and I usually see a direct relation between not being able to go to the gym and my weight not reducing when i so wish it would. I become very exhausted, after work, and battling the wet weather and in having to do a gym night as often as i can. Therefore its just very misery inducing and makes me very frustrated over not being able to feel that i have more Total Control over my weight loss and to be able to see this control as soon as i have gone to the gym or fasted or not eaten hi carbs. But no reward after my hard work w/ y diet is the hardest reality for me.
) have disappeared since I got a Mirena spiral. I wasn't keen on the constant dose of hormones in the beginning, but it was better than the alternative (constant flow!) and now I'm so glad I did.