Just been to the doctors again. Not only did I only lose 200g this week after trying SO HARD, I have just had some horrendous news from the doctor.
My cholesterol has doubled (yes, doubled, you read that correctly) in less than 12 months, from 5.4 to 11.8. Yes, your eyes aren't deceiving you, 11.8. Eleven - point - freaking - eight.
I feel absolutely gutted. I don't drink, smoke, eat fast food, eat lollies, chips, processed sugar in general. Then, she goes and hits me with that number.
I am feeling really disenchanted with the whole weight loss thing at the moment. I am on week 3 of my new plan and I have lost 2kg all up. Since my last cholesterol blood test, I have been to the gym and have tried to tighten up my diet. Given my illness and my torn back, I did not expect things to improve, but I didn't think they would get that worse.
I just don't know what to think anymore, I am sick of being a medical mutant, I am sick of being unwell. I am in my mid-20s. This is crazy.
I have been put on cholesterol medication, starting tomorrow. If anyone has any advice, I would greatly appreciate it. I am really scared because the medication I have been prescribed can trigger pancreatitis, and that is something I have already had, and I have no desire whatsoever to have it again.
I feel lost and broken.


. You must be so frightened. Losing weight will definitely help your lipid levels, so be confident that you are on the road to improvement, even if things are moving slowly. It will be even more important for you to follow all the rules: lose weight, increase exercise, avoid trans fat. I know it's hard, but try to look on the bright side: if you have some predisposition to high cholesterol, it's magnificent that you found out while you're still so young. I know a (skinny) 18yo with sky-high blood pressure, and it's worrying me that she's doing nothing about it!