. Its been rough and depressing..and I will just leave it at that. I could go on and on and on, but I won't. I'm still going through a lot but Im going to get up, dust myself off, and dig deep right now to get some control of my life here!So... I'll weigh myself tomorrow but I know its in the high 170's. Feel like I'm starting from scratch but hey, that's ok. I have been bigger than this before (long ago) and got it off, so I just have to work hard and do it again! I am determined to get out of the 170's ASAP.
I would like to track my progress, food, exercise and all that jazz here to keep myself accountable. I can and will do this! Going over my exercise plans tonight. I have plenty of workout dvds and I also have a gym membership so I just gotta get er done!
Im excited. Its going down



I guess I should be glad it isn't higher. 6 pounds gets me out of here and I gotta make it happen. Kinda sucks that Im starting on the week of Thanksgiving, but guess what? The party must go on. There's no way that Im going to allow myself to have a GAIN this week when I can at least attempt to lose and at the very LEAST, maintain. But in no way am I trying to GAIN any more weight, Thanksgiving or not!
this was totally my nerves because this was NOT true hunger! ) 