Hello all!
I'm not only new here but have never been part of on online forum so please excuse me if I am unaware of etiquette.
I am 39 and am currently losing weight for the fourth time and this time it feels harder than ever, and for every two steps forward there's a step back.
I was an average weight child then when puberty hit...instantaneous adult body. My weight escalated to maybe 180 and then I took the plunge into "extremely restrictive eating" coupled with "very vigorous exercising" until I was 110.
Went right back up....this time to 230+.
Next shot....ATKINS! A carb did not pass my lips in till I was 135.
And then I met my husband.... We love to eat, I love to cook...back up to 225.
Next came something I don't think I'll ever do to myself again....jogging. I jogged and calorie counted and tracked myself back down to 135.
And then we decided to open a business and work 7 days a week for a year and a half and take out was all we had. Back up to 215.
So here I am now at 182. I've been to a nutritionist and the food I eat is extremely healthy, I just eat SO MUCH. I'm hungry CONSTANTLY. I'm excercising here and there with an online program. I know I'm obsessed with food. The nutritionist says to turn it around for good.....but if I stick to 1500 calories a day I'm going through the day with an audibly growling stomach and nausea. Its been 8 months of losing and limiting my caloies and being HUNGRY.
When will the hunger go away? I cook for the business and then my other 2 jobs are in a public food market with dozens of restaurants and food stands.
The hunger is CONSTANT (except if I eat a meal but then comes back within 15-20 minutes) and not diminishing with time.
Thanks for listening!

that was too funny