So today, I had what I'd call a pretty bad moment for me... I'd call it a mini binge. I'm not restrictive with my eating, went from calorie counting and turned it slowly into IE (intuitive eating). It's worked great for me, partly because I'm (usually) not an emotional eater. Buy this month has just been so much, with a death, a damaging marriage of a family member, a neglected child, several expenses from water damage to tire replacement to glasses... And today at work I just sort of kept eating, and all the wrong stuff! Candies! Chocolates! I felt so bad... Not for the food (I've been on this road long enough that one bad day won't make me gain all 60 pounds back) but I felt bad because I knew I wasn't hungry and was basically treating myself with food, something I don't do and shouldn't start.
But you know what happened? One of those chocholates I reached for and opened up was MAGGOT INFESTED....ugh!!!! Talk about gross!!!! Who knows what else I ate that was infested. I know it won't hurt me but still gross for me!!! But, it did make me stop. And think. And stopped my unhealthy eating moment! And I won't pick up an excessive amount of junk food anytime soon XD.
So how about you? Have any of you guys had moments, either of nature, or thoughts or people or self-discovery that prevented a bad eating moment or lifestyle moment? Nothing to big or small, share away! Maybe we can laugh and cry and our moments will help each other
