Good Morning, ladies! Just a quickie because I have to head to gym in a few minutes...
I had a good weekend, but of course I went way over on points. I tried to keep it under control, and this weekend was better than last weekend, so I don't know why I'm still feeling guilty, unless it's because I went over again yesterday (by about 5 points) and didn't get any activity in. I want to lose the weight FAST, and setbacks make me start panicking that I'll lose my motivation all over again and gain another 20 lbs back. I shouldn't have said that, I probably just jinxed myself. I just felt so good for those three (almost four) days that I stayed OP...
Anyway, so I'm faced with a tough situation at work. I sit in a cubicle of four ladies. There are two girls who talk through the cube walls almost non-stop. I don't want to say anything because I'm pretty sure they already talk unflatteringly about me and don't want to make it any worse. And, I can't say anything to my boss because she has a problem with keeping confidentiality. So, I'm stuck sitting back here in my cube, trying to work but I can't concentrate. Of course, they don't care whether or not they get any work done because nobody knows if they're getting anything done or not. When I'm not working, it shows on a weekly report that is distributed to my boss. So, I'm stuck here... I do know that if my boss says something about how I'm not getting anything done, I will tell her why and not worry about the consequences. I will not let worrying about them talking about me cause me to lose my job or keep me from getting a raise or promotion.
I'm sorry, but this has really been on my mind for a long time. I love my work, but hate my job, does that make sense? At least the lady across the cube from me is here--she keeps me sane...
Dang, I gotta get to lunch--why does time fly so quickly when I'm posting on here? And why can't time go this quickly when I'm just doing my work?
I promise to try to stop back in later and do some responding, OK?
