Hey Kas0818!
Thank you for your encouragement! Much appreciated to get me going again!! And the helpful tips.

I hate this water retention. Messes up all plans at least one a month.
Bloody drinking is the worse. I love going out and having couple of drinks (not so often anymore) but the next day is horrible. I get a hangover after only couple of drinks and a bad feeling in my belly so I try to make it better with putting foods in it. All day long. And then I ruin everything with it.
And on Monday it starts again.
And then my body holds on to the water I drink because it is scared to be dehydrated

Will have to learn how to be social without having a drink.
This is not a huge problem, I drink rarely. Only mentioning it because my recent accident when I had 3 pints and a 2 day hangover!
I think I'm on the right track now. Eating healthy vegan food, plus some food supplements, trying to drink plenty of water, exercise at least 5 days a week, only one coffee in the morning. Trying to keep the calories to 1200 but on days when I have had lots of exercise I allow myself another little treat.
I don't deprive myself from anything. I eat things I like (I never been fan of junk food) just trying to make everything from scratch and not to rely on ready made fake meat products. Also trying not to have sugar.
I even make my own beans in tomato sauce! We love Heinz beans but even my bf likes the ones I make
Anyway, Kas0818, thank you so much for support, it is more appreciated than you can imagine.
What are your goals? Are you just maintaining now? How much did you lose if you don't mind me asking?