nwcgina
You have a plan and are starting it, and that is a plus and a new beginning. You will make it, for sure.. Please keep posting on how your are doing , and if you need help or support we are here.. None of us are perfect and we all try, and that is all we can ask of ourselves..
Today I am up 1 1/2 pounds, why???? Have no idea.. I just say it is as it is, and hopefully tomorrow, scale will be better..
For me I am staying on green menu ( the old one) through the holidays so I can enjoy them..
Challenge today, as I am having a barbecue... I will not eat the macaroni or potato salad I made, nor the chips and dip, but I will eat the barbecued chicken and barbecued turkey sausage, Greek salad I made with Fat Free Feta and that will be fine for me.. I also will not eat the dessert I made..

But I am ok with all this. Would rather fit into the nice clothes for the holiday. If I was not trying to stay under goal till holidays, being on maintenance I would have a small portion of the dessert and maybe a couple of glasses wine, but holding off till holidays so I can fully enjoy them. It works for me.I have learned I can never go back to my old way of eating . Friend always brings chocolate cheesecake, and hopefully everyone gobbles it up as usual, if not, we are good friends, and she knows to take the remainder home, but I do not think there will be leftovers of this. It is decadent and very good.
Everyone have a nice day.
Patzi