I go to bed by 10 pm. And when I awaken I feel so gross i just want to hide under my covers and go back to sleep for the rest of the decade. Well at least for the rest of my entire day.
But I have to get up, eat and go to work. Nothing I eat keeps my tummy, lately from feeling hungry and my body feeling weak and useless. I hate to even transport myself from point A to point B in the morning.
My anxiety is so high but energy so low. And how they treat anxiety---how they fight fire? With even more sedating type of garbage. I want to live, I want energy.
My doctor needs to prescribe me some serious speed dammit!!! Or i feel i may soon precede Montezuma and their journey to the nether world of gloom and doom.....
I just want to have energy to zoom, and move around like everyone else in the world of careers at my tender age of 40-Something.
My leg hurts when I walk at night and my foot too. I really want to exercise but it hurts when we're are heavy set and trying to just take a simple friggen walk after dinner.
I am just so frustrated. I have goals, but my energy is my biggest barrier.
and Now there are all these Ultimatum z, all over Again like a really bad surreal nightmare!!!!!
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