The decision was made recently. I have not been feeling well, and lets just say I recieved a rude wake-up call. I am a former webmodel, and I was comfortable (for a while) in a community that encouraged weight gain, and adored cute lil fattys like my self. (Yes refer to my self as fat. To me, fat is not an ugly or bad word. I am not ashamed of who I am, or what size I am.)
Any way.. as I've mentioned I am not ashamed of who I am, or what size I am. I do how ever want to lose weight for health reasons. It's some thing I am doing for my self. I also know, what ever size/ weight I end up at, that I will be beautiful no matter what.
Afew years ago I grew quite confident, and I refuse to let my size/weight label me as some thing to be considered ugly. I refuse to go back to "hating my self" I had to learn the hard way that ONLY MY OPINION should matter. Just because society says plus-size people are disgusting, and ugly, does not mean it is true. I am not a follower, I am a leader. So heres a little about me if you're interested in getting to know me.
-I am 24
-Scorpio
-Italian/Mexican
-Illinois
-Very girly
-Loves to laugh
-I am confident, and a lil bit crazy
I hope I meet amazing people.
Tell me a little about your self.

I'm 5'1 and weight unknown. I'm waiting for my scale to be shipped in. Last time I weighed my self was months back and I was 370 I believe. But I will update when I weigh my self!
-hugs- I really needa throw up an intro huh? ^^ Welcome to the forum! 