Just cut off my hands and wire my mouth shut

  • I had a mini-binge today. Now, I usually have a cheat meal on Monday evenings, but it was the way I did it that made it binge-y. I felt really angry. I was sick to death of rationing the Clif bars (like normal people) and I wanted a TOTAL crunchy peanut butter orgy! I ate all 3 remaining bars in the box. Then, I attacked the Triscuits & some very delicious cajun chicken deli meat. Then, I felt very giddy, so I waddled up to the grocery store and bought myself a VERY LARGE piece of chocolate cake that was filled with cherry sauce & pudding. It gave me a horrible headache, but I feel better after drinking some tea.
  • I had to reply because your post made me laugh right at a moment I needed it. If I could stop when I was full, I wouldn't be overweight. Food addict. Which well, hang in there. The great thing is it was just the battle lost, not the war. You've already lost weight, which is awesome. I made in 3 lbs and got done in by wine temptation. Thankfully it's time for bed and I'll have to work just as hard tomorrow to keep losing. You go girl! You rock!
  • Just got back from the store. Bought some blueberry fig bars & cool mint Oreos, because that's what my body told me it needed. The whole process was very intuitive. One day, maybe everyone can be like me; buying snacks without guilt because their body demands them. Who cares if I blow back up to 200 lbs? That's probably my set point, anyhow. It's all a very natural process, really. Just go with it!