Oh, yay, a sugar addict thread! Just what I need! Warning: I'm about to rant. It could take a while.
I've been a sugar addict my entire life. Seriously, when I was a kid, I was put on a low sugar diet by my dr & I dropped weight like crazy. Not that it stuck. Even as an adult, when I was told I was insulin resistant, I still couldn't leave the sugar alone. I'm addicted to it, & I eat it compulsively.
For the last couple months or so, I've been eating clean. For me that has especially involved no white sugar or high fructose corn syrup. And not too long after I decided sugar wasn't worth eating because of what it has done to my body & mind all these years, I didn't want it anymore. I quit craving it. I didn't have the desire to guzzle Coke, or wolf down cookies or brownies. I was dropping weight like crazy, and I felt great!
Then, last week, someone in my house who shall remain nameless (let's just say she gave birth to me) has been leaving Easter candy out in candy dishes for me to have to look at every day. If it's not around, I hardly even think about it. But when I see candy, especially Reese's, I HAVE to eat it. I can't stop myself. So the last two weeks have been all about my trying & failing to resist sugar. My weight loss has stalled, I'm moody, and I hate what a failure I am.
It's a new day though, a new opportunity to be disciplined & strong. I can do this. I can abstain.