With that I have been really withdrawn... I don't want or really enjoy my friends company as much and I just feel like a huge failure. I am full time student and I am slowly dropping my 3.5 gpa down with my inability to drag myself to class... I have skipped so much.. I have just wanted to quit everything... But I have an amazing boyfriend (hopefully fiance.. someday...
) and he keeps pulling me out of bed and pushing me to try to get through this.. I am so incredibly thankful for this.. My biggest fear is that, without treatment I will continue to suffer from this monster.. I have been in an out a few times in my life and I feel like its a vicious cycle. Any thoughts?

