But then...ugh. I went away for two weeks in July, and it was so easy to slip off the wagon. And to make a long story short: I have gained twenty pounds.

There are a couple of things that are contributing to this in a major way. Number one: I *never* was the type to eat three meals a day. Not that I was starving myself, but the thing is, I just never ate "lunch". It just wasn't something that I or my family ever did, really (well, not since high school for me, anyway.) Now I'm working a 9-5 job and it just seems like the day is regimented, you know? I get an hour-long lunch break and it just seems like, "Oh, it's lunch time, so I have to eat." So those are calories that, before, I wasn't consuming, and that has to be causing a difference.
And then there's the fact that I work in a mall, where there's a damn McDonalds. I wish I could say that I have the willpower to resist it, but I often don't. I don't eat it every day, but I usually have it twice a week.
I just wish I knew how to curb this! It's really hard for me to come up with healthy lunch options. We don't have a fridge in our lunchroom (well, it's not a lunchroom anyway; we just eat lunch in our back room where we keep all our stock) so it's pretty impossible to bring something that needs to be refrigerated. I get sick of the same thing over and over, but it's so hard to think of things to make/buy!
And then there's the fact that it's difficult to get to the gym when I'm working from 9-5. By the time I get home from work in the evenings, I'm usually so tired that I just can't work up the get-up-and-go to get my butt over there. I walk back and forth to work every day (it's a twenty-minute walk) but that just doesn't seem like much.
I am so disgusted with myself. I don't want to give up because I worked so hard to get where I am...but I just feel like I can't get started again.
HELP!


It's what I usually have for lunch when I bring lunch to work. I'm definitely going to have to stock up on fruit too (I love apples and pineapple, especially). I think I'm going to have to make a "healthy foods" shopping list and stick to it. 
(after I give a butt kicking...I give a hug to let the person know...it's not personal. It's to help)