I've been on a plateau for so long. Plateau of just under obese and really over weight that I'm having trouble shaking. I've been gaining and losing with my stress but all within about 7 pounds. This week I've lost 5 pounds but I'm hoping to keep going and break this. It's awkward to feel like I've come so far in my journey and I don't want it to just end like this. My goal was to wear a bikini for the summer but every time I put it on I felt like I needed to lose like 5 more pounds and would take it off. I'm in smaller clothes even though I haven't dropped weight really since May. Maybe if I can keep up with my 4.5 cups of green vegetables a day with whatever else I eat I will continue to lose. I'm trying to eat healthy but there are times when I do go days without eating vegetables if I don't force myself. My current goal is to get my body down to the 130s. If I plateau there I wouldn't feel as bad as this plateau in the 140s. I just don't feel like I should still be in highly overweight category (according to the BMI). Has anyone else went through this?
I also kind of feel weird complaining because it's not like I gained back a whole bunch of weight and had to start over but I can't seem to force myself to push my body to the limit to drop the last set of weight. I still see a chubby person. When people are like you wear a size 4/6/8 why are you stressing about being smaller, I keep thinking that pant size is only small for a tall person. I'm short I really should be like a size 0 or in children's clothes if I can make it to the normal BMI range. I've also lost my romance in my relationship and feel like I'm not into anything intimate. It's just feeling like I need to snap out of it.

