Warning: this is just a general whining session because I have no one to talk to about my weight and have reached the end of my rope. I'm a little reclusive and not used to social stuff like this but trying, I read more than I post, partially because I am afraid I will rehash an old subject because I didn't read far enough.
A couple months ago I started checking books on Atkins, carb counting, South Beach and general low carb cooking out of my local library. (I am a fall/spring full time student and other than student loans am living temporarily on a VA Widows pension so low income is an understatement.)
Anyway, I have always enjoyed savory foods as much if not more than sweet foods, but my weakness is bread, rice, pasta; if I eat them I eat a lot because I can't seam to stop myself. I drink a lot of water, in addition to unsweetened iced tea and almost never drink soda.
The Atkins books I read compared to the South Beach and some other Carb Cycle thing seamed like it would be the perfect diet for me, because if I stay away from simple carbs for a while then I stop craving them except for pms a few days a month. I research everything to death before I attempt it, I had already started working out regularly at a gym that I was comfortable with and thought I was finally ready to start the induction phase, then . . . my refrigerator broke and while it was melting the minor flood caused me to take action with my gas stove pulling it out cleaning and such during which it broke. After a few days I plugged the fridge back in and it worked for about a week then I figured out how to fix my stove so that two burners would still work without leaking gas. The fridge is dead again and I have been waiting for three plus weeks to see a person at our local VA center to get help to fix or replace my fridge in the meantime having to get food that can go from freezer to microwave has broke me financially and I have fallen back on eating pasta with cheap canned spaghetti sauce or butter, to survive. I have not gained any weight yet and still seam to be losing a bit, but no money means no gas for the car so I also stopped working out. In two days I finally meet with the VA to see if they can spare some money for my refrigeration and hopefully this years school funds will put me back on better ground for groceries and gas money.
Even if the fridge is fixed and the student loans come in for groceries and gas and other necessities, I will still be on a tight budget. I am big and am a bit scared by the suggested menus for the induction phase, One Atkins book I read seamed to have breakfast menus that were twice the volume of the other book, so now I need to check them both out at the same time to compare. However, both books were big on fish (tuna, loxs and such) and things like turkey sausage. I do not and will not eat seafood, fish or cold blooded creatures of any sort and I tried and do not care for turkey disguised as a pork product. Has anyone else gotten through the induction and into the next phase on a budget and without eating fake sausage or bacon or fish?

