Hello, today is my first day here, and this is my very first post. I guess I'll start with a little about myself. I'm 5'9 370lbs(ish), a wife, and a mother of 2. A daughter who's 10, and a son who's 9. I'm a stay at home mom, not so much because I want to be but right now I don't have much of a choice. I've never been a thin person, but this is the heaviest I've ever been. I started really gaining weight about 3 yrs ago because I got sick. At the time I weighed 330 and I was dealing with ovarian cyst and it made life extremely painful for a while, so working out and even walking hurt like crazy. I spent a yr going back and forth to the doctor to get treated and finally ended up having a hysterectomy in July of 2010. Although I kept my ovaries the problems with the cyst seem to stop. I'd started working out again, and had begun to lose quiet a bit of weight.
By Feb of 2011 I'd dropped down to 287 and was starting to get my workout rhythm back. Sadly in May of 2011 I started to get really sick again. This time it was from blinding headaches. I found out I have a condition called Idiopathic intracranial hypertension. Basically it means the I have to much cerebral spinal fluid around my brain. Although not a fatal condition there is no known cure, and it causes a whole slew of other issues, one of which is horrific mind splitting headaches. So I was hospitalized for a week following diagnosis and then sent to a neurologist to start treatments.
By the end of the summer my weight had gone back up and my health had taken a drastic downward spiral. Medication treatments for my condition weren't working and the headaches had gotten so bad that I could barely function. By mid Nov I was sent to see a neurosurgeon to discuss surgical options. It was decided that he'd put a shunt in to help drain the fluid better and maybe help stop the headaches and other issues. So in Feb of this yr I had my shunt placed.
I'm now 2 1/2 months post op, and trying to get the weight off. Up until recently I was fine with everything, including the weight gain, because I knew it was beyond my control. Lately though it's just been one thing after another, and it's really starting to affect me. Constantly having old friends and family telling me how "big" I've gotten, or how "thin" I use to be. Or being told that maybe if I worked out more I wouldn't be sick.
I've stopped going to my doctor because the surgery didn't help and I still have horrific headaches. Before I got sick I use to work out 3-5 times a week and had a very active lifestyle. I danced, I bowled, and I went out with my friends.
Now I'm lucky if I get invited to go to a movie.


