So, I have been thinking about my food addiction a lot lately. I have had this problem since a very young age, and although i have been able to kick some pretty nasty addictions (drugs and alchohol) i have been completely unable to quit binge eating until recently, and it is painfully hard.
while i know that i do this to myself, i think i figured out why it has been the hardest thing ive ever had to 'quit'
we MUST eat to live. we dont have to drink/do drugs to live.
when a person quits drugs or alcohol, or gambling, or whatever their vice may be, they QUIT. period.
when overcoming an addiction to food, we must learn moderation. this is nearly impossible in any other situation, do you tell a meth addict or an alcoholic that they must learn moderation? no, you tell them that they have to quit doing it altogether.
i know that this is an extreme example, but it makes sense to me. i am able to stay away from alcohol and drugs because i can separate myself from them. i dont have to go on a weekly booze shopping trip, but i do have to buy groceries to survive.
i hope i dont sound like a moron, maybe i am just overthinking things, just thought i would put it out there

It's all so simple and complex at once, which is why it's hard to write about it in a way that truly sums up how we're feeling.
If only I could switch over from junk food to spinach smoothies...that is, until I could find non-food ways to deal with being uneasy.