and all I could think about was food. My mind started spinning out of control... Tacos, Burgers, Cookies, Ice Cream I wanted to eat it all. 
I even started to rationalize in my head that one bad night wouldn't hurt, I can go up a few pounds today, I will just work it off! I am not sure how I did it but I reached deep down inside and grabbed every ounce of will power I had and went to the grocery store, passing McDonalds, Taco Bell, Burger King and just about every other fast food place that exists on the way and bought what I needed to make the Naan Bread Pizza. Drove home past all those fast food places again and made my pizza. I feel so much better now (still not happy with the hubby) all the bad cravings are gone and I feel back in control!
It is amazing to me how easy it is to give into the temptations that pop up along the way and I am happy to say tonight I didn't give in. I have found on this journey I need to celebrate the small victories along the way and this was my victory for the day!
Pure willpower!
It is amazing how we literally have to retrain our bodies. In the past, I would normally "reward" myself with food... Now my rewards are little trips, new hair cut, etc. And I know what you mean about heading straight for the fast food after a fight... nothing quite like some nice, greasy, carbohydrate laden fast food to make us feel better (temporarily). It's so great you stuck to your guns... you would've regretted it afterwards and felt even worse. 