I was good. Hadn't had it in a few weeks. But I broke down today. I had even weighed myself this morning and saw myself a little lighter. I had hoped that would carry me through the day so that I would eat healthier. But I got those carb cravings really bad and nothing at home sounded good to take the edge off. So as I was shopping for NYE tonight I broke down and got a delicious Chicken burrito. It was so good and now I feel so guilty. On top of it I had sworn that I would eat well because I knew I was going to have champagne and treats tonight. Now I don't want to even go to my NYE gathering because I feel like I should put myself in a prison to punish myself for misbehaving.
The weird thing is that I could go for healthier options at Chipotle but never do. I could get a burrito bowl with beans and no rice. With lettuce as filler. But when I get up to the counter to order, burrito pops out of my mouth and then it goes down hill from there. It's what I like. It's my guilty pleasure.
<sigh> I swear Chipotle contains crack. That's the only reason I'd break down, right?
Any suggestions for breaking this one? What are your highly addictive foods?



