
My name's Jennifer, and I'm 25.
After about a year of reading posts on this forum I finally decided to join.
In early 2009 I reached my highest weight ever. At about 5'9" I am pretty tall, and larger framed to begin with. But even for my height, 220lbs is pretty bad. Between a Richard Simmons diet, and Jillian Michaels DVDs, I have lost roughly 50lbs. While that is a great leap, I still have more to lose. I've gotten to this weight quite a few times before, and for whatever reason I always lose my footing, and gain it all, plus more, back. I know this story sounds familar to a lot of you, as millions of other women have the same story. But sometimes it feels like I'm the only one who's ever been in this position. It's a struggle a lot of people will never understand. Especially most tiny girls my age.
I really want to break past this point. I'm not even at a plateau, but for some reason there's always an invisible, mental, barrier between this point and my goal. I guess I need encouragement from others in my postition. I need help breaking through. The closer I get to my goal, the harder it is for me. It's hard to understand.
I joined now because it's early November, and everyone knows what that means. Halloween knocked me off my path. I need to stop this unhealthy, unhappy path before it gets out of hand yet again.
Anyways, that's my story, and why I'm here. Loved reading inspiring posts by others struggling in the same ways (mainly binge eating) and look forward to getting to know some of you

- Jennifer
PS. Was wondering how I get one of those widget things for my signature that displays my starting weight, my current weight, and my goal. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks!!


What is it about 160-170? lol. I've almost gotten to 160 like twice, and let it slip both times. but for the mose part 170 is always my killer. Weird.. I feel like it's something probably entirely mental. I sabotage myself. Maybe some sort of fear? I've seen a lot of people do that on Biggest Loser, and a trainer will break them down until they confess some fear/worry. One thing I've learned is weight loss is a mental journey just as much a physical one.