ANGELA - STOP!!! just stop. you're making yourself nuts. i think you can eat a little better than soy crackers. maybe go dancing with your honey tonight!!! or some other sort of <ahem> exercise!!!
having said that, i DO understand!!! there've been mornings that i've looked at my pants and BEEN CONVINCED that i've gained 50 pounds overnight and there's not a snowball's chance that they're gonna fit.