Yesterday I broke my bank by going to a wedding. I could have done FAR worse, but I didn't do as splendidly as I expected myself to. I have 10 days until a big milestone (get to see some people I haven't seen in a really long time). I want to look good. But as soon as those 10 days start to approach, I feel I am letting my guard down. It's almost like "how much difference can I make in that short of a time? It will be just like it is now!" but really, I could slim down even more and look even better, and most importantly- FEEL even better.
Anyway- today I said- I will do better. Went to Thai Express because my father and friend wanted to eat there. "Veggie Stir-Fry", oh, that looks healthy- I mean...2 cups rice, steamed veggies in soy sauce, chicken pieces. You'd think it can't be more than 600 calories. I can do that for lunch.
Checked nutritional info (although there isn't an official one on their website...wonder why!), 1200 calories.
So, including my Cliff Bar this morning, my lunch, I have to burn my 250 calories in order to be on track today. That means, no more food.
If I had known, I wouldn't have eaten it. I am so, so mad right now.



It's one of the reasons I don't go out as often as I used to.