I really need to get refocused and just feel like I want someone to lock me in a cage and not let me eat for a week and smack some sense into me.
I want to be strong, but I am just not feeling it. It might be that in the past week I've started to have incredible back pain and really don't know why.
Hey, at least I am jumping on here, not eating at night and want to wake up with my mind being in the right state and back focused on being healthy.
I guess I just need a pat on the back and need to not feel so alone like I do right now. Sometimes I feel like I have so much more work to do and I am just tired. I am not lazy but I feel lazy right now.
Would love some words of encouragement. Don't need reprimanded, I can do that all too well myself.



