Reasons for wanting to shift the weight is not all about looks but because I want to have a healthy relationship with food & get my fitness level/health back. You hide from the world & start lying to yourself when you're not happy with your body. I look at my face in the mirror & kind of ignore the rest of me!! I also want to start my own bussiness some day but realise that my self esteem is at an all time low which means I resort to watching tv than going out & socialising.

My turn around came when I went shopping & couldn't find trousers to fit & the only pair I could find I have to safety pin as the buttons don't reach!!
Also my husband taking BEFORE pics of me last night was so embarrasing !!
My goal is to shift 40 kg's (6.5 stone) in 1 year. Easy does it & I won't be expecting any change over night or depend on how others see my weight loss. It's a bonus but also a recipe for relapse when you depend on others to be your scale. I have one very long belt which I've poked 12 holes through; As I love wearing jeans & trousers, the belt will be my weight loss scale along with a once a month weigh-in at Boots or the doctors!!Wish me Luck & Goodluck to all of you x




