Sorry for posting so much. I am bored. I usually eat when I'm bored but figured I would bug all of you instead.

I have been eating HORRIBLY for the past year or so. As in, I can down four MacDonalds hamburgers and some chicken nuggets on top horribly. As in hardly any vegetables some days. As in processed, carby crap horribly.
My energy is down. I'm officially overweight (thank you BMI). My sex drive is down because I am embarrassed/uncomfortably full. I'm not exercising. I'm staying in more and more to avoid people.
It's not good.
I'm back on Atkins because Atkins is the only way of eating that I've had success with. Over the years I have lost 20-30 lbs at a time and kept it off for a year or two. Then repeated the cycle. The fact that I cycle is not the fault of Atkins, its my fault for not following it into maintenance. I always do induction and then resume normal (ie my crap) eating habits. I am an emotional eater for sure.
This past time I only got down to about 141 before I fell off plan.
I am determined to stick to it this time and get to goal.
Then I want to transition to maintenance on real food. (Found a cool blog 100 day real food challenge). I think it could very very easily be Atkins compatible. It focuses on whole, real, nutritious food. Ie Whole Milk from a local dairy, nothing with preservatives, no store bought food with moer than 5 ingredients, no white flour, or sugar etc. I think I would really enjoy eating this way. I am excited to try it.
Also, just went to Trader Joes to stock up last night for my first day of induction. They have a lot of awesome stuff! *Note not all is induction ok
Frozen Saag Panner (indian food, spinach and cheese) is 10 carbs.
Peanut butter with flax seeds and sea salt (2 net carbs for 2 tablespoons).
Tons of awesome cheese (fresh mozzella, blue cheese, brie etc).
nitrite free sausages.
Good premade food (ie I got beef roast can store in fridge for abotu a month or freeze. Just add veggies and serve). Frozen pork loin stuffed with ricotta and spinach (just take out of the freezer and cook in the oven).
Coconut milk (in a carton like almond milk) for only 1 carb. I am going to try it in my coffee/ to drink.
Jerky
Smoked salmon
Spinach
cabbage
etc.
I find their stuff is cheaper!

I too am living proof that if you don't follow the program and ease back into maintenance it will be disastrous. I tended to stay in Phase I and then just jumped off the wagon. I am back to none of my clothes fitting and to make matters worse learned a couple of months ago that my sister is terminal - at this point only about 7 months to live. I must get back on this program or my stress eating will make me gain even more! Most of this year I was in a court battle with me ex. I am a stress eater.