Hi everyone. Just popping in real quick to let you know I have COMPLETELY lost it. I had been very diligent until the last couple of weeks, allowing cheats for eating out with Chris' new promotion. The eating out has stopped, but the cheats have not, and in fact, I am spiraling out of control. I have eaten 7 Chips Ahoy cookies today, 4 Twizzlers, a mini Reese's Peanut Butter Cup, and (my healthy lunch) homemade bruschetta with whole wheat crackers. And D'Arcy's tonight for dinner. (Those of you that know me understand that means Ultimate Cheese Toasty.)
Sigh.
I think a lot of it was the fact that I was cheating here and there, which started the cravings back up. Under normal circumstances, I typically can ignore the cravings when they arise. We have cookies and candy here at work all the time and I ignore them. But this is TOM Week, and on top of it, I've been in charge of my father's surprise birthday party (tonight,) which has included planning, arranging, contacting guests, following up with guests, making 2 cherry cheese cakes (didn't realize making crusts from scratch was so hard!) and I am losing my mind.
Tomorrow night I'm having dinner and wine with a friend who's in town (her man is cooking,) but my intention is to otherwise behave myself until Monday when I'm back on Ph1 so I can knock this crap off. Going to the store tomorrow morning will help, but I am just miserable. Headaches, fatigue, and just absolute misery inside.
So yeah. Look forward to seeing me far more often. I will hopefully be able to post her daily all through Ph1. If I make it under 120, I'm treating myself to a new pair of jeans from American Eagle.

Here's hoping.
Hope all is well with everyone else. Miss you guys.
Lisa