It's time for my "TOM" - but...I didn't have any bleeding last month, but I did experience the normal premenstrual cr@p and so forth. According to my OB/GYN, I'm in peri-menopause (for about 4 years now), and for the past couple years, I have had 3-4 months where I get "the symptoms" but don't bleed (yeah, such a joy)
Anyway, yesterday AND today, I AM SO FRIKK'N HUNGRY!!!!
I haven't been! I mean, nothing out of the ordinary, able to ride out any small hunger pangs & wait until dinner, etc - & in the past 6 months, I've been very satisfied with my food quantity & quality. But the past couple days... good grief. I'm ready to eat my weight in vending machine food, and then maybe even the vending machine itself. This isn't about craving junk food - I'm just ... seriously... HUNGRY... (And before anyone asks: NO I am NOT pregnant! good googly moogly, if I got pregnant at MY AGE I think I'd jump in front of a bus or something!)
Also, last night after dinner, my stomach started really hurting. What could be the problem here? What could be causing this??
I'm scared of getting crazy & going on a crazy binge & afraid that will set off a binge-period that will un-do all my hard work. Help. 


well, at least I skipped dessert, eh? 



and realllly didn't feel like going out to dinner (psycho-cycle in full swing today... still haven't bled) so I settled for the next best thing - a BIG JUICY CHEESEBURGER from Five Guys.
OH YEAH! that really hit the ol spotter-roo! I also had some french fries (not too many, was more in "meat" mode, ya know?)