HI...im fatmummy...been fat for about 10years now...happily married, love mykids....but just wish i wasnt fat...got another weekly weigh in with my dr 2m and just dont want to go...but cant get out of it...so unfair sometimes...i am feeling sorry for myself today...why cant i eat what i want to...why must i excersice so much...blah, blah, blah...dont worry i know its all my fault and its my fault if i dont get out of my self pity and start loosing...YAWNYAWN...iv had health scares and know i must do it...some days - most days i just feel like a useless piece of poo...thing is i dont want to die or anything...i realise how lucky i am to be alive...but i guess i just dont think im good at anything...
anyways...
my husband is supportive...too suportive at times...i realise how lucky i am, but sometimes its like im being set up to fail...its like even when i cook and clean etc...he can do it too and prob better.
anyway...i just wanted to vent...
looking forward to a new start (again)...and weight loss for the future




I've had health scares too and I hear ya. You're not useless, you deserve the best and to take care of yourself!