new...and needing to vent

  • HI...im fatmummy...been fat for about 10years now...happily married, love mykids....but just wish i wasnt fat...got another weekly weigh in with my dr 2m and just dont want to go...but cant get out of it...so unfair sometimes...i am feeling sorry for myself today...why cant i eat what i want to...why must i excersice so much...blah, blah, blah...dont worry i know its all my fault and its my fault if i dont get out of my self pity and start loosing...YAWNYAWN...iv had health scares and know i must do it...some days - most days i just feel like a useless piece of poo...thing is i dont want to die or anything...i realise how lucky i am to be alive...but i guess i just dont think im good at anything...
    anyways...
    my husband is supportive...too suportive at times...i realise how lucky i am, but sometimes its like im being set up to fail...its like even when i cook and clean etc...he can do it too and prob better.
    anyway...i just wanted to vent...
    looking forward to a new start (again)...and weight loss for the future
  • Welcome to 3FC. I am new here too.
  • Welcome to 3FC!

    The idea of weight loss can seem very overwhelming at times.

    Weight loss isn't always easy, but it IS always worth it. A few pounds down, a new healthy routine set in motion, a couple extra healthy meals prepared. Things start to seem better, and doable.

    There are times when we all need to vent. It's part of the process.

    Best of wishes!
  • Welcome!

    You're in the right place

    I've had health scares too and I hear ya. You're not useless, you deserve the best and to take care of yourself!

    Good luck with the weigh in, I know they aren't fun. Thinkin of ya.

    I hope this place helps you out
  • You can do it! The reason I love 3FC is because all u have to do is read a few posts and see that there ARE people just like you who ARE doing it! It still is a daily struggle, but it CAN be done! It helps me stay motivated! Good luck!