So, we all know alcohol is a killer when it comes to substance-less, hidden calories.
But you know what's worse for me? The amount of food I let myself eat once I drink! Sure the drinks are bad, but what's worse is the sheer volume of food I consume when I finally have an excuse not to count, not to care.
I hit my 1200 capacity before hanging out with friends last night (dangerous hitting my daily limit before being social, but I'm not about to sit at home because of something silly like that...its also tough to hold out on eating at my normal scheduled times when my body gets hungry just so I can go out later).
Had a couple glasses of wine, as it is one of the less potent forms of alcohol health-wise. Then-BAM! Phil got nachos. had to try a few, why not? Next thing I knew friend was cooking up mac & cheese for me back at her place, then I was craving something sweet and ended up eating a tonnnnnn of raw cookie dough once I got back home with my roomie!!!!
literally DOUBLED what I should eat in a day. and needless to say--i weighed over 2 & 1/2 lbs more today when I woke up ! I feel so guilty and gross. I have only eaten vegetables today.
I am kind of sad, I have been on track for a while now. the binge/restrict cycle is a dangerous one and something I definitely want to veer away from.
Anyone ever go through something like this? does it take that long to get back to your normal weight if you're really careful afterward? Would love to hear any thoughts.