I have a good possibility of being on the show. I don't think I have the guts to show these pics. I'm curious to see what other members opinion on showing awful before pics and telling the world how out of control you were at one time.

I was on the cover of Women's World. My befores were on the inside story, there in glorious color for the world to see.

I figure, everyone I really care about already KNOWS that I was fat. And everyone else? Well, they're just going to see where I am NOW. So who cares about where I was?