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Originally Posted by xXLosingItXx
Lately i've been worrying a lot about the point in which my body starts storing fat as if I were starving. I would just like to know how long I can go without worrying about this.
It's not like Im eating so little, but when I get hungry and dont eat for an hour or so after feeling that way, I have panic attacks and imagine Im going to be storing fat for the next year!
These sorts of thoughts plague most people when they are trying to lose weight because they are working so hard to take control of their bodies and become preoccupied with the uncontrollable. In fact, I think this is far less about what you believe your body is actually doing than about a fear of not having control over the outcome of your efforts. This is also understandable. Many of us who have weight issues feel that our bodies are betraying us and that the way in which they store fat is something we didn't contribute to to the extent that weight has been added to our bodies. Since each individual is different, this actually may be true. Some people gain weight eating modestly and others never gain eating a lot. It's no wonder we might feel our actions do not relate to bodily consequences.
This fear is understandable, but dwelling on it will only make you miserable and continue to provoke continued anxiety. The bottom line is that you can't know when, how, or why your body does what it does. You can only make healthy choices and build confidence in yourself that those choices will eventually yield the desired results as long as those choices are not extreme or destructive. Our bodies are designed for stability, not dramatic alteration and the body will only respond atypically if you push it too hard too fast. Only you know how far beyond your normal routine you are pushing yourself.
I would encourage you not to concern yourself with aspects such as this which you cannot control by practicing some mental routines that will alter your thinking rather than dwell upon mechanistic options (changing your routines/diet) and how to tweak them to what you feel may be an optimal state. When you start to feel that fear, tell yourself that the fear is understandable, but it is not based in rational thinking. Repeat to yourself that your actions will achieve the desired outcome through time. Repeat that you must be calm and patient. Most of all, reassure yourself that everything will be okay and your body will respond to your efforts.
The first hundred or so times you do this, it may have no effect, but talking yourself down from the mental ledge you place yourself on will eventually dissipate these thoughts. Treat yourself as gently, kindly, and with forgiveness as you would a frightened child, because emotionally that is where your feelings are coming from. I have had similar issues and panic, and eventually conditioned almost all of them away. We all have this "child" within and act in accord with those feelings. It's not a sign of immaturity, but of human vulnerability, and we deserve compassion and should offer it to ourselves.