So when I was heavy every morning was a trama finding something to wear. I'd usually spend 15-30 mins, trying on numerous outfits to find the one that was the most flattering. Often times the ordeal led to tears or just general anxiety that I looked fat.
I've noticed lately, that if I've worn an outfit before I won't even look in the mirror to check and see what I look like! I don't have to worry any more if something makes me "look fat". I don't know if that's a new found confidence or if I'm just too busy and too distracted to worry if I need to change my clothes! I find myself getting to work and catching a glimpse in the mirror and saying, oh this is what I picked to wear today. I hope I don't have a stain or forget to zip my pants or button my shirt one day!



Before I just didn't care too much because I wasn't happy with what I looked like .


