Well, Hello all of you wonderful people ... I am here because I feel like a hostage in my own body... I have been struggling with my weight for the past 7 years and it is getting on my last nerve. I am hoping that I can overcome my emotional eating a forge forward with some other outlet. I wish my vice was running.... LOl like if I was mad at someone I would just run for 2 hours... It is not .. If I get mad I eat a cheeseburger and fries...
I was at one time very outspoken but, it got me into alot of problems because sometimes it was just to much... which now I understand why... But now I have to find a way of expressing myself without eating.... well everyday is a new day full of light and love ...hope is a wonderful thing to have... I can not wait until I can look at the scales and see 120... or me just being able to get into a size 6 would be great... in my 20's that was the heaviest I got to was size 6... is it possible to recreate yourself and not suffer? last year I took off 60 lbs and did it via HCG... I lost a lot of my hair and yes I was in a 9 and it was great to get cute dresses but I just could not bring myself to do it again ... my brain felt like it was dead and I couldn't think ... I was obsessed with food ... when I got off I gained 10 lbs.. then slowly every month there was another 10 ... and so here I am again....


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