Someone please remind me that food will NOT:
a. make me less tired
b. make me less stressed
c. make me happier (well, only temporarily)
d. do all the things I need to do that I'm procrastinating!
How is it that I've been at this since Dec 1 and all the while during my weight loss phase, I had very few lapses in judgement but now that I'm maintaining (~ 6 weeks), I am struggling nearly every stinkin' day? The old habits are wrapping around me like a comfortable blanket. I haven't given in completely, but I know my balance of foods is not exactly pristine.
And to boot, I'm HUNGRY. 1800 calories already gone and 9pm at night. Definitely NOT the time to eat...
I don't know why I'm posting this other than to blow off some steam & to hope that my own ramblings will start to make some sense. Maybe by writing it down I can realize just how ridiculous the entire thing is - it is only FOOD. Not a panacea for all that ails me.



