I opened a cabinet door and found a lone box of microwavable portioned hamburger helper cheeseburger macaroni. I looked & it was like 240 calories & I thought I can do 240 calories right now, that would be ok. Then I noticed that it takes 4-5 minutes to cook in the microwave. That would take too long!
I all of a sudden realized I was looking for a quick fix. I wanted to shove something in my mouth for immediate gratification & preferably something salty. I closed the cabinet and said to myself I don't need that, I'm not even hungry. This is just habitual and I can change it. Actually, I should have been sleeping, it's past my bedtime & here I am wondering around the kitchen. I cant sleep though, so I decided to come here & post instead. I'm creating a new habit to replace the old one, posting here instead of wondering around the kitchen late at night.
I cant believe I seriously thought about eating reconstituted freeze dried hamburger helper. I'm going to go throw it away before I go to bed.





It was a break through moment!