love her to bits its so hard to deal with at the moment and my health an diet has gone out the window, my partner is so ripped up its really hurting him. i really dont know what to do!, i feel so lost an empty
miss her so much
love her to bits its so hard to deal with at the moment and my health an diet has gone out the window, my partner is so ripped up its really hurting him. i really dont know what to do!, i feel so lost an empty
miss her so much

Condolences on your loss -- sending up prayers for you and your partner for comfort and peace during this time ... 

, things are slowly getting better. been keeping busy with house work and playing with the dogs, now we are able to start to heal as we lay her to rest friday, it was so beautiful, she had a horse and carriage (just as she wanted) so many beautiful flowers, she would of been so proud