Tried it on anyway, and HOLYCRAPITFIT!
So I got it...

Two more pics here:
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pi...&id=1409733153
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pi...&id=1409733153
And I wore it in front of people! The only thing that made me most uncomfortable wasn't my fat, but my tattoos (but that's nothing new, I HATE THEM SO MUCH!!)
I'm not settling at this weight, but I am feeling better every day anyways... YAY!

You look amazing and I know how scary it can be wearing a bathing suit in public.. I'm still extremely wary of it. 

