When I realized it.
I took my little guy into the pool today, with no hesitation I put on my new bathing suit, no t-shirt, no tank top and no guys swim trunks either.
Just dropped the towel and walked in . . . . with Pride.
I literally almost cried when I realized that I had no hesitation, no worry, no concern with what anyone else was thinking about how I looked. I was proud of my body for the first time - in what I'm sure is my life - but I was proud.
And what made it better, Jack had a wonderful time in the pool and there was NOTHING taking away from that.
I had to share with the people that are most likely the only ones who will understand how huge of a step this was for me.





