Today should usually be one of my long workout days at the gym, with official weigh in day tomorrow, but I knew when I woke up this morning where was no way I'd be able to go.
I know that I'm ill and need to rest, but I still feel really guilty for not doing my usual workout, and instead I've spent the day so far sitting feeling SO hungry and wanting my old comfort foods.

I haven't given in yet, but the old voices are telling me I deserve some comfort and it will help me feel better.
It wouldn't be so bad, but we're going away tomorrow til Monday so I won't be able to get to the gym now til next Tue, and unless I go running while we're away that's 5 days without exercise which is unknown for me nowadays (I'm a 6 workouts a week girl).
I just feel like my nice plan that works so well has been derailed and I've no control. All I can think about is the calories I should have burned at the gym this morning, and the calories I want to cram in my mouth right now.
Please can I have a hug or a slap, whichever you think might work...


, that's not gonna really help you to cram them in your mouth. More often than not, it makes you feel worse and that's really not what you need if you are feeling sick physically. So get some fruit or protein to cram or go get in the bed.