I lost myself over the last year and a half being in a relationship I worried about him for it all...
Now the relationships been over for a while and I lost myself and been in a slump. I haven't gained any weight but i've been stuck at the same weight of 180...
I've made some drastic changes in my life with a move back across the country and looking for a job yet again I figure since i'm starting over and have lots of time on my hands since i'm looking for a new job I should be able to fit more work outs in and less sleeping throughout the day...

So here I am back again and starting over...yet again.

Hi!

I, too, had a bit of a destructive relationship the last 4 years, but I'm on my way back.

You sound like you know exactly what needs done, and I wish you all the luck in the world!

I always know what I want, problem is sticking with it. lol.
Destructive relationships sucks man but once they are over despite the sadness a weight is lifted off your shoulders and in the end you know things are ok.

=]

Thanks I just hope I stick with it this time.