Today, I saw a new low on the scale. On top of that, I went grocery shopping and bought pita chips and hummus on impulse. Perfect recipe for a binge in my book. I got back home, sat down, and started eating. Then, something happened. I started THINKING about what I was putting in my mouth and how many calories I was consuming... and I stopped. I put the food back in the fridge and went on with my business. Was it perfect? No, not at all. I probably still consumed about 800 calories, but I also was bad and neglected to eat breakfast this morning. I can have a light dinner and plenty of water and be just fine. I did not ruin my day. It is not going to ruin my day. I am not going to purge anything. I am going to be just fine.
It may not seem like a big deal, but this is a milestone for me. I have NEVER stopped mid-binge before, and very rarely have I had a binge that was not accompanied by purging. I'm starting to feel like I really can do this.
