still I can feel that I'm pulling out of the blue funk, I'm out of bed, showered and dressed even! and I am starting on the mountain of cleaning and packing that needs to be done - all though, of course emergencies keep popping up. The phone just rang with another, absolutely urgent thing that now has to be dealt with today, immediately if possible...... sheesh!My goal is to just remember that I can handle this and to ignore the mountain and focus on the foothill I'm standing on...... Just keep moving forward!

i just had a good old fashioned cry and feel a bit better myself.