Here on the eve of day 1 and one of many 'last suppers' over and done with, I am ready and determined to reach my goal. It's been so long since I've even reached onederland and that is something I want badly. I don't want to be over 200 pounds anymore. I am so uncomfortable in my own skin even as I sit here on my laptop I can feel the monstrosity of myself and it makes me sick. I am an emotional eater and chronic yo-yo dieter. I do extremely well when I'm in the 'zone' but then crash and burn horribly.
It's been 2 weeks since I lost my job and that sent me into an emotional eating binge. It's time to pull up my boot straps and carry on with life and get back to eating healthy and going to the gym as that is when I feel best.
I came across this site by fluke today and am so glad I did. I am having a difficult time facing reality and stepping on that scale, I have anxiety just thinking about it but it has to be done.
I look forward to sharing our journeys together.