Hello everyone!
My last binge was about 1 hour ago. Once again I fooled myself into thinking that it would be ok...that it would make me feel better. Who was I fooling because right now I do not feel ok, I do not feel better. STUPID! That is when I decided that I cannot do it alone and that I need major support. I have lurking in this forum for weeks and think that you guys are so inspirational and hope that you can help me in this journey.
I have been obese most of my life but I've always told myself you may be fat but your are not like a "regular" fat person. Why am I not a regular fat person because I am active, I like fruit and veggies, and I know a lot about nutrition...I am just a skinny person trapped in a fat suit...wait, isn't that the lies/excuses a regular fat person tells themselves to make excessive eating ok. Well, it is time for me to stop all of this nonsense. I am a young person whos health is failing and at this point it is do or die. So wish my luck on my journey as I hope that some of your success rubs off on me!





