Welcome RayLynn!
It was the same for me, years ago I didn't know I had an ED (bingeing) and felt so weird and absurd... and that of course made me feel like bingeing even more
This forum is helping me a lot, I read other people's experiences and I feel I'm not alone in my struggling. Moreover, there is always some tricky tips or scientific facts that help avoiding a binge.
So welcome again and... start sharing if you like! You'll be feeling better
